Babis28's Momaroo

A little info about me...

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 03:26:24 GMT

My name is Barbara, im 28 years old, been married for almost 5 years in november.. my husband is 37 years old, thats right, nine years older than m, but i dont mind, were both from a town named Saltillo, this is in mexico,and we met at Monterrey wich is an hour away from Saltillo, we met at a music store inside a mall, so I'd say it was love at first sight.

we went out as friends for four months. then on a new years evee asked me out..six month later he asked me to marry him... our wedding was great.. so much fun. and obviously the honeymoon was even better..we were planning on waiting for two years to start a family.. but two months later the home pregnancy test showed two lines.. we were having a baby!!!

Shes 3 years old now, shes funny, cute and super smart, she loves listening to music,- she probably got that from me-,and adores to dance.we got pregnant again 5 months ago, but lost the baby who died inside me at the 4th month of the pregnancy..we were given 6 months of rest so in august we can start trying to get pregnant again..

Im a kindergarden teacher, but right now im a stay at home mom, my baby girl will start her second year in kndergarden soon,and thats it.. prety much it.Hope its not too long..i'll talk to you girls later....

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 21:14:59 GMT

Hi everyone! I'm just getting started on Momaroo... Drop me a comment if you've got some ideas on what to do first - or just to say, "Hi!" :-)

Today's a really sad day...

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 21:51:00 GMT

And its a really sad day,because as you all might remember, we lost a baby who died at the 4th month of the pregnancy, had a du date for TODAY, june 26th.we would be at the hospital right now, waiting to be taken to o.r. for a planned cesarean..or just enjoying our new born baby boy.....

But God decided to take him away from us, but i'm not mad at him, or anyone else.. i TRUST HIM with all my heart and soul, and i know that he had a good reason to do it.. i'm not angry at HIM, i just wish....no.. i HOPE, that after a month and half, when we can start trying to get pregnant again, everything's going to be fine, and this baby will stick for good... but one can only hope or wish....anyways, i'm obviously depressed, and cant see a thing i'm writing cuz of the tears that are coming down and i cant seem to be able to contr......sorry..... i'll write again later.....

The Best Books i'd ever read!!!!

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 21:57:00 GMT

The best books id ever read written by the best writer ever..Stephenie Meyer.. Twilight.. New Moon and Eclipse... i got the first one from my mom.. not expecting much.. but after the third chapter.. i was hooked...couldn't stop reading.. i would go to bed at three am cuz i just couldn't put the book down......i've always loved to read.. so it took me about five days to read the first one.. New Moon about three to four days..i've never been so excited and curious to know what's gonna happen, and now im about to finish reading Eclipse!!!!

I Hope you all take a little time cuz this are The Best Books ever.. awe and the movie is coming out on December 12th 2008.. CANT WAIT FOR THAT EITHER to see Edward Cullen in flesh, sort of speak, i'm pretty sure ill melt just like i did when i first started reading Twilight and totally fell in love with him.I can hardly wait to read Breakinh Dawn..

my baby girl is sick : (

Fri, 30 May 2008 05:45:00 GMT

sorry i haven't logged in, i can barely type so ill make it short, my daughter is sick, shes got pneumonia and has been in the hospital since sunday night, so i'm not only worried sick even tough she is doing allot better, but i'm also exhausted.. ill get back to you as soon as i can..............

Barbara.

My biggest Fear... Never imagined it would happen to us....

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 05:15:06 GMT

Since people are beign open about opinions and experiences,I tought I'd give it a shot, after all I'm sti affected by this and i need someone to talk to.
It all began with me and my husband trying really hard to get pregnant with no success.Finally it happened, and we couldn't believe how lucky we were.

Everything was going great, the baby was healthy and beautiful growing inside of me; we felt bless.Ive always feared to have a miscarriage,since almost every woman in my family has lost a baby or even too.Anyways,as time passed by me and my Hubbbie were strarting to imagine what the baby would look like, from the colors of his eyes to what he would be like. Later that month we got even greatest news, we were expecting a baby Boy;you see we have a beautiful 3 year old daughter, and we were dying to have a boy,and close the factory if ya'll know what i mean.

We were supposed to see the doctor on February 11th. It was a Monday but the night before, after my sister had dropped our daughter off( she took her for ice cream), I started to have contractions and they wouldn't go away, but I decided to wait and see if they dissapeared on their own.

I slept well, but the moment i woke up the contractions were even worse.We called the doctor and she told us that maybe it was an infection, and I should get some labs done, we droped our daughter off at school and took off to the laboratories. After we came out my husband called the doctor and insisted she see us right away;I remember feeling a knot on my stomach as we walked in, and well never forget that day. The doctor did an ultrasound and I remember her beign too quiet.Then looking at the screen and seeing our baby in fetal position( usually he moved), and wondering were his heart was.we heard the news parents don't want to hear.... "I need you to go upstairs and get a more professional ultrasound.. I don't see the Babys heart beat, I could be wrong, but we have to be sure

After that I remember feeling like our whole world fell apart.We did the ultrasound but I couldnt dare to look.the Doctor in charge said he was sorry and told us things would get better, but by that time I felt as I a part of me had died with our child.

I had to be admited to the hospital right away, the baby, who we were planning on naming after my husband had been dead for at least two weeks.They Induced me labor , to get the baby out and clean me up inside.

The pain I felt was worst than the one I felt when I gave birth to my daughter( it was natural child birth),finally I got the epidural, but the pain was so intense, they had to give me a sedative.

The baby came out, and so the rest, I felt the need to see our son and say goodbye.But I got upset cuz they weren't listening to me, so they put me to sleep;and I never got see our son and let him know how much we loved him.I woke up in recovery, and left the hospital the next day.

Am I over it?, NO, since then I've always felt as if a part of my heart is missing, it went with him, I'm young, yeah I'll get pregnant again, sure why not but you can never repalce one child with another; he'll always be a part of us, a part of our little family , he'll always be loved as if he was here with us .