My name is Barbara, im 28 years old, been married for almost 5 years in november.. my husband is 37 years old, thats right, nine years older than m, but i dont mind, were both from a town named Saltillo, this is in mexico,and we met at Monterrey wich is an hour away from Saltillo, we met at a music store inside  a mall, so I'd say it was love at first sight.

we went out as friends for four months. then on a new years evee asked me out..six month later he asked me to marry him... our wedding was great.. so much fun. and obviously the honeymoon was even better..we were planning on waiting for two years to start a family.. but two months later the home pregnancy test showed two lines.. we were having a baby!!!

Shes 3 years old now, shes funny, cute and super smart, she loves listening to music,- she probably got that from me-,and adores to dance.we got pregnant again 5 months ago, but lost the baby who died inside me at the 4th month of the pregnancy..we were given 6 months of rest so in august we can start trying to get pregnant again..

Im a kindergarden teacher, but right now im a stay at home mom, my baby girl will start her second year in kndergarden soon,and thats it.. prety much it.Hope its not too long..i'll talk to you girls later....

And its a really sad day,because as you all might remember, we lost a baby who died at the 4th month of the pregnancy, had a du date for TODAY, june 26th.we would be at the hospital right now, waiting to be taken to o.r. for a planned cesarean..or just enjoying our new born baby boy.....


But God decided to take him away from us, but i'm not mad at him, or anyone else.. i TRUST HIM with all my heart and soul, and i know that he had a good reason to do it.. i'm not angry at HIM, i just wish....no.. i HOPE, that after a month and half, when we can start trying to get pregnant again, everything's going to be fine, and this baby will stick for good... but one can only hope or wish....anyways, i'm obviously depressed, and cant see a thing i'm writing cuz of the tears that are coming down and i cant seem to be able to contr......sorry..... i'll write again later.....

sorry i haven't logged in, i can barely type so ill make it short, my daughter is sick, shes got pneumonia and has been in the hospital since sunday night, so i'm not only worried sick even tough she is doing allot better, but i'm also exhausted.. ill get back to you as soon as i can..............

                                                                                                            Barbara.